So I did it backwards again. I watched Hector and the Search For Happiness before reading the book on which it was based. If you haven’t seen my post, That time I did it backwards, I also saw the movie Maze Runner before I read the Maze Runner trilogy of books. I have to say, this Hector movie was so good, it made me want to read the book. Perhaps I should view movies before reading books more often.
I promptly added the paperback version of Hector and the Search for Happiness to my amazon wishlist after watching the movie. I found his observations on happiness to be quite provocative, humorous, and poignantly true. I’m sharing them here because they bear repeating. I’ll of course add my commentary where appropriate and inappropriate.
Observations on Hector’s search for happiness with my own commentary:
1. Making comparisons can spoil your happiness.
So true. I try not to compare myself to others as a general rule. However, when you compare what you have to what others have, there can be a feeling of inequality. Like track runners who line up for the shotgun, if just one of them gets the advantage of a head start, or if they’re stronger than you, or African (sorry but it’s true – African runners are amazing). I’ve learned in my life not to look behind me, or even next to me as I’m running the race. The second I pause to look, is when someone I didn’t see out of the corner of my eye overtakes me and wins. So just focus ahead, eyes on the prize and keep going forward. Just do you. If you’re doing it right, you’re doing what is right only for you. There is no too fast, too slow, only the pace that works for you. The only comparison that should be made is not “that person has more than me” but “does that person have enough?”
2. A lot of people think happiness means being richer, or more important.
They’re simply wrong. Having money or status does not equal happiness. Simple as that.
3. Many people only see happiness in their future.
Happiness should be right here, right now. The future is not guaranteed, and there is no point waiting for what may never come. So try to find and make happiness right here and now.
4. Happiness could be the freedom to love more than one woman at the same time.
Hector ends up scratching this one. Grass is always greener, but to me, I’d want my partner to be the greenest grass, at least, that’s what I’m holding out for. If your partner isn’t the greenest grass to you, then perhaps you need an arrangement where you do have the flexibility to be polyamorous. For me, it’s hard enough loving one person the way they want and need, nay, deserve, to be loved. Hell, I can barely take care of myself.
5. Sometimes, happiness is not knowing the whole story.
It’s true – ignorance is bliss. Or so I’ve heard. I wouldn’t know – I didn’t really ask.
6. Avoiding unhappiness is not the road to happiness.
Not being unhappy is not the same as being happy. Don’t get confused by the double negatives; just because you can’t complain, doesn’t mean you are happy. The absence of unhappiness does not an aurora borealis of your brain make.
7. Does this person bring you predominantly: a) up or b) down?
If the person brings you down, their negative energy is a drain on your life. You should be around people who bring you up. Now, as a person diagnosed with depression, this can be hard one. I do feel bad sometimes because I won’t always lift someone else up. Sometimes I need the lifting up. I have to concentrate on holding myself up, and motivating myself a lot. More than most people need to. That doesn’t mean that I always need to be a downer or drag others down. Overall, there will be times when I will have pulled myself up by my own bootstraps, and my energy can radiate. I can still bring other people up, even if I am sometimes down. Loving someone with depression can still raise you up. That person may need a little extra TLC, but supposedly, loving someone with depression is just like loving anybody else. We all have special needs when it comes to love – some need to be held close, some need to be left to their own devices. But happiness does exist in relationships between people where one or both of them have depression. Long story short, continue surrounding yourself with the people who lift you up, and minimize the time you spend with people who bring you down.
8. Happiness is answering your calling.
I’ve mulled over this one a lot in my blog posts. I’ve debated my life’s purpose, the passion that lies just around the riverbend, and others. For me, I wish I could hear what that calling is saying. I struggle with this one a lot, because I’m not sure what I’m being called to do. I have a knack for math/science/accounting, but accounting cannot be my calling because it doesn’t make me happy. I’ve been doing it for nigh on 11 years now, and this chosen career profession has proven not to be a contributor to my happiness; it’s a detractor. So it’s not my calling, then.
9. Happiness is being loved for who you are.
I couldn’t agree with this more. So much of dating is lying, and so many people spend a lot of time trying to be someone they are not so someone else will fall in love with them. Remove the marketing and dating and lying, and just be yourself. Happiness is being loved not only for who you are, but also who you are not. You shouldn’t have to change for anybody – only for yourself, and only if you want to. Let ‘em hit you with their best shot – you can only react the best way you know how. Like this dog.
10. Sweet Potato Stew!
You had to be there for the story, I guess. So no comment. Although my version would probably have a lovely cheese pizza, just for me.
11. Fear is an impediment to happiness.
No shit, Sherlock. If I’m terrified I may not live, or if I fear losing the person I love, then yeah, I can’t have room for happiness because fear has taken up all the space for that.
12. Happiness is feeling completely alive.
I couldn’t agree with this more. When I hiked a mountain on the island of Delos in Greece, to get to the Temple of Zeus, and just paused to take in the view, I not only felt alive, but I felt happy. Here’s a photo of that moment that I will carry with me the rest of my life.
13. Happiness is knowing how to celebrate.
Indeed. In college, I used to go out and party every night. It only got old after a while, because some nights you partied even when there was nothing to celebrate. Those nights were not fun, and didn’t have that vibe. When I look at the happiest moments of my life, one of them was my college graduation. I knew how to celebrate – people I loved surrounded me – college roommates and friends, my significant other at the time, my parents, my aunt, my professors, my friend’s families. There was weed, booze, ecstasy, and fun. Holy hell that was the happiest day of my life up until that point.
14. Listening is loving.
Sometimes, people just need to be listened to, to be heard. In the film, this lesson came about when Hector helps a patient on board a flight experiencing major pain in her head due to high altitude and the pressure on her brain from removal of a tumor only a few months before the flight. Hector merely listens to her story, and while I he cannot heal her, he can listen and make her more comfortable. He can be a companion, and just be there for her, when she needs him. We all just want to feel heard. That is one of the easiest ways you can show love, is just listening. Sometimes just that can make everything better.
15. Nostalgia is not what it used to be.
Word.
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More important than what we are searching for, is what we’re avoiding. I may be on my own quest for happiness, and very soon I will be cutting the ropes that have held me back from that search. I will look in other countries, faraway lands. I will see people, and things, I have never seen before. I will be exposing myself to cultures and ways of thinking and perspectives different from my own.
I’d like to think I’m not avoiding anything. That I’m opening myself to everything and anything. However, that is not true. I’ll be avoiding looking for the answer at home. That wonderful Wizard of Oz tale had it right – Dorothy goes looking for what she wants, and instead finds everything she needs, at home. There’s no place like home. I’ll be avoiding accepting that just being here, just being now, is enough. I’m travelling; I’m collecting experiences. I’m not living my life and wanting what I’ve got here. I’m abandoning what I have here – a career I’ve built for 11 years, a community in San Francisco, and now Sydney, who loved me and supported me. I’m striking out on a journey to find something… though I don’t know what. I do not know where I will end up, what I will learn, but it will be that which I cannot find here in San Francisco.
Not to spoil the film I viewed and the book I did not read, but *spoiler alert* in the end Hector finds the happiness he craved all along in the woman he left behind, in what he had that he didn’t know he had. His happiness was there all along. But he had to go on this journey to find it. To want what he got.
I think we all do. Sometimes I go the long way, the hard way, just to learn what others learned in a much simpler, direct way. I could learn from the experiences of others. But I need to learn for myself, sometimes in the hardest of ways. But that is how I learn.
I touched on how I learn in this post. It’s funny, how all these thoughts floating around in my head, that end up in what I think are random blog posts, end up coming together in themes. Not funny haha, but funny whoa.
And now, for posterity, I loved this lecture in this movie from a college professor writing a book about happiness.
Lecture on Happiness
“And researchers just love to tell us, that money doesn’t buy happiness. I know what you’re thinking, how much do researchers make?
Everything in this world is going up. And happiness is going down, oh dear, oh dear, oh dear, oh dear.
How many of us, I wonder, can recall that childhood moment when we experienced happiness as a state of being.
That single moment of untarnished joy. That moment when everything in our world, inside and out was alright. Everything was alright.
And now we’ve become a colony of adults and everything is all wrong. All the time! It’s as if we were on a quest to get it back.
And yet the more we focus on our own personal happiness, the more it eludes us.
In fact, it’s only when we are otherwise engaged, you know, focused, absorbed, inspired, communicating, discovering, learning, dancing, for heaven’s sake that we experience happiness as a by product, a side effect.
Oh no. We should concern ourselves not so much with the pursuit of happiness, but with the happiness of pursuit.”